One More Chance

my mind is all over the place. im home now from the doctors…i do indeed ave poly cystic ovarian syndrome:( she put me on birth control.

i have no idea how me and charlie are going to pay all the bills…its getting harder and harder now that i only have one part time job with less hours. if i dont pay the gas bill by the 1st of march its getting cut off, again…

charlie has to call them because it was never this high before. its like 100 dollars everytime…so since we are behind on one month, they combine it. making it over 300 dollars…its crazy…

this is where i hate being a grown up. you have to worry so much more about things. i have 27 dollars for food…and we need gas for the car too…everythings going to hell.

im trying to best to keep the house clean so charlie doesnt break up with me. hes had to deal with my laziness for 3 years…i gave myself the end of february to have the house in good shape. the only thing that so needs to be done is vacuuming. but i cant find the type of bag ANYWHERE!!!! its a type c bag for dirt devil…i found a good deal on amazon, 10 bags for like 8 bucks…i just would hate to wait another 2 weeks. ill just have to ask laura if i can borrow hers.

i have only eaten a small portion of casserole i made last night today. im starving and wondering if i should go and get fast food…ill prob just make a jelly sandwich since im out of peanut butter…

im so scared right now…why does everything have to be so expensive? i still need to do my taxes too:( but im gonna have to go to h and r block to ask them about this EIC thing charlie keeps talking about. but h and r block are like 90 bucks….

arrggghhh!!!!!!!